Like a senior citizen, I am living in true sense of the phrase,
It is just to remind me of my living world,
My stories, my pains, my inescapable inwards.
It must be needed to submit life certificate,
In each November, the world may know I am surviving,
Just knowing inside, I am living screaming inside.
I cannot live in cheers, with my wishes,
As I have to think month after month to buy a laptop,
As my old desktop computer goes out beyond repairs.
I have got my identity card, income-proof and some money,
I then go to a computer showroom, to buy new one, on
loan,
And I stepped out blank; loan cannot be given to an old
man.
I have a dream to give my grandson a good health and
future,
And perhaps I lost the balance, as parents of the toddler
say,
The kid is theirs; they know better ways to make the kid
worthy
For living with high esteem, I cannot be an educator,
They say, I may be a mute observer, I cannot welcome new
age
And the new living pattern, and for my balance, they will
give me
One sandalwood stick for my morning walking,
My dream is my burn, I have to draw curtains upon my
life,
The harder image of life pushes me beyond light.